Yuu  Zou   Det är mitt mellannamn. Det första tecknet är hjälte, modig och andra ord med samma betydelse. Det andra finns bland de tre som betyder kylskåp, och det finns utanpå byggnader som kan vara lagerbyggnader. Det här kan översättas som den som behåller modet, eller hjälte eller modig, den som har modet. Magnus är latin och betyder stor. Mitt namn är Stort Mod, Stor Hjälte eller kort och gott: GREAT COURAGE Some words that has magnus as a base are: Magnum, Magnanimous, Magnificent, Magnify, and Magnitude, and magnolia and magpie... well, maybe not those last two words, but I am sure some people would like to pay a fortune to say that maggot is connected to my name.     "Magnanimous Magnus, the Magnificient Man." Magnus Yuzo - Great Courage. I would like to live up to my name, but it is very hard. I have my vices, I have my virtues; I have my good sides and my bad; I am not perfect. I have done bad things.Too many people have been affected by my ignorance and inconsideration, selfishness, my vices and my bad sides, and I am sorry for having been that way. It cannot be changed, except for in the future, keeping it from happening again. I believe that I  must make an effort to look up on my self objectively and critically, and try hard to become aware of those sides of  me that I am not in contact with, the sides of myself that I  do not want to believe that I have, that I do not want to acknowledge, to become aware of. "Return to thy sober senses and call thyself back; and when thou hast roust thyself from sleep and hast percieved that they were only dreams which troubled thee, now in thy waking hours look at these (the things about thee) as thou didst look at those (the dreams)."*   I must "...Examin [myself] at every step..." ** and I must have "the ability to percieve [my] faults."*** I believe that if I can do this I will grow, change and develop. I must have the courage to do this and  be honest about what I find, and be brave enough to face it, handle it, deal with it. Often I create my own prison, and live in my own little world. To get out of it can be hard and painful, but if I dare to try, I have taken a big step. I do not want to force my ideas up on anyone. If there is anything that I am unclear about or something that I have mistaken, misunderstood, or if there is anything that can be added, changed or criticized, or anything else, my mind is open and welcoming. * Aurelius, Marcus: Meditations: Book 6, #31 ** Ibid.: Book 5, #11 *** Ibid.: Book 7, #24